14 May 2009

Today, i'm feel good. A free day for reply emails, thanks all email for me, and sorry if i reply late, or forget (my bad habit). Now i'm listening musics, my famous single - and she is my big sister (coz we've know together for a long time, and share many things). I have many friends, but some of them long time no see, maybe some months or some years, or never meet again but in my heart, they're always my friend.

I miss my foster very much. I know i always love him, of course he dont know coz he just a child (18 months). And suddently, i miss my grandmother, some months i dont meet she. She is 85 years old, too old but always love us. Now, near 1:00 AM but i cant sleep, i dont know why, maybe "someone misses someone"











# Posté le jeudi 14 mai 2009 13:52

stress


Oh, tonight i cant sleep. Maybe have many problems, and why i am like this. It's hard to share with any people. Why am i waitting an email, i know why. I know what i want but i cant make it's come true if i just alone and God dont help me. Oh my God, please help my dreams come true...


Hum, I need out of computer some days, need thinking about myself. If i still like that, i think one day i will die coz i dont know about myself...















# Posté le lundi 04 mai 2009 15:53

26 April 2009

Long times beside my family, now i live alone. I feeling very bad. This year i'm feel more sad than last year, because i must say goodbye with three peoples, not two.

When I'm at home alone in my sister room, I miss my foster and my sister, they had back to France. Next year, they will back but now I'm feel alone. And I miss my friend – she is my niece but we are same ages, I don't know when we will meet coz she lives in USA.
When i said goodbye with my friend, a member of our big big family, suddenly i wanted to cry. I still remember our last look. we knew together when we was 4 years old, but we didn't contact longer than 20 years, only sometimes our parents contact together. We had 10 days for share every things, watched films every nights until near 3.00am, went to coffee shop and shopping every days. Our friendship likes a Hong Kong film... Now, i wish my biggest dream will come true, it's my parent dream too, one day we can live beside all members of our big big big family... A happy end!!

I'm a people who like live with family, like crowded, of course I hate alone.



Longtemps à côté de ma famille, je vis seul. J'ai le sentiment très mauvaise. Cette année, je me sens plus triste que l'an dernier, car je dois dire au revoir à trois peuples, et non deux.

Quand je suis seul à la maison dans la chambre de ma soeur, je rate mon encourager et de ma s½ur, ils ont en France. L'année prochaine, ils seront de retour, mais maintenant je suis se sentir seul. Et je rate mon amie - elle est ma nièce, mais nous sommes même âge, je ne sais pas quand nous pourrons répondre à coz elle vit aux États-Unis.

Quand j'ai dit au revoir à mon amie, un membre de notre grande famille, tout à coup je voulais pleurer. Je me souviens encore de notre dernier regard. Nous savions, lorsque nous a été de 4 ans, mais nous ne sommes pas en contact avec plus de 20 ans, seulement nos parents, parfois contact ensemble. Nous avons eu 10 jours pour chaque part des choses, regarder des films tous les soirs jusqu'à près de 3h00, est allé à un café et des magasins tous les jours. Notre amitié aime un film de Hong Kong ... Maintenant, je souhaite à mon plus grand rêve se réaliser, c'est mon rêve aussi des parents, un jour, on peut vivre à côté de tous les membres de notre grande famille ... big big Une fin heureuse!

Je suis les gens qui aiment vivre en famille, comme le surpeuplement, bien sûr je déteste seul.

# Posté le lundi 27 avril 2009 03:16

2009

Next week, my foster will back VN with my sister, i count every day, coz he is my nephew and my foster son so i love him very much.
Now near half of first month in 2009, and a bad year was gone.. I hope new year will better, best wish for us, always happy.

# Posté le samedi 10 janvier 2009 07:05

My birthday

My birthday
Today, 02 September is my birthday. We had a party at my home, thanks all friends, i had a happy day!!!

# Posté le mardi 02 septembre 2008 14:54